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Sometimes we really thought that we know everything out there.

Everyone seems to have this urge to be right. To be someone who knows every little thing out there. To be the most knowledgable.

And they are very sure about this. 100%.

Yeah, it feels great to be someone who knows. feels great to diss on other peoples work by telling them first that they bad at doing it, without even caring to really know more about what others are doing.

Feels like god when you stamp your words onto them as if it's a FOR SURE the best opinion.

"No! No thank you, but my idea is SURELY better than yours. why ask? just follow it. "

"*blech* are you a dumb fool?!? just follow it. don't question me. "


It's human nature i guess. it's really human when you want to be the best, the knowledgable, the most intelligent, the undisputed champion.

But it's annoying for the victims. They would want people to respect their work. and when these people comes in straight and start shooting from the hips without looking, they do have this degraded look in your eyes.

Sometimes if these people would just try to read it from other people's shoe, they might see what the others see. They might. or they still might not.

Maybe they are used to being the dominating ones. the Alpha gorrila. The one with the biggest head, biggest butts, biggest chest, biggest dick.







It seldom gets to you. but a prolonged exposure really irritate you.

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Right now, i seem to be clinging onto the pedastrian lamp.

It's ever dependable. it will show me the way through the dark night and i will feel safe clinging onto it. but it won't move. it just stands there for the rest of its life.

i'm clinging onto something that is not moving. if i were to continue clinging onto this i'm never going to improve.

Yeah, i'll find a BMW to cling to. it'll move me. for sure.

[A] Woohoo!

FINALLY, ngiam blogged!

i've meant to blog for a very long time but somehow my inner(procastinator) self manage to convince me to put off this idea for a while. It's always been a constant battle between Ngiam the great procastinator and Ngiam.

Seems like the real Ngiam won.

Anyway, shhhh.... let's keep it quiet for now.