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It's getting difficult to maintain a semblance of a continuously steady life. Everything has its ups and downs and yes! everything is going up and down that it's getting difficult to determine what direction are you facing now.
Sometimes its difficult, you have the thoughts that always convince you that there is always a balance somewhere in this world. And when things start to look down there is always a ladder somewhere for us to climb up. The ideal thoughts. But it seems difficult, however rational the thoughts are, still the desire of the human within you demands the prefection of a life that you certainly feel that you deserves.
The rot sets in here. You want to see only the positives and no negativity. You want to be bias. You want to be selfish. And you want a utopia of your very own.
There's where the bitterness comes in. Bitter that we can't achieve something that we felt that we truely deserves.
Bitter and never sweet. That's how i would taste right now if you lick me.
